I will never know how its like to be a man, the only man I ever spend time is my father. I grew up hating boys, hating that they are too privileged, hating that everyone wanted me to be a boy, hating that society looked down on my parents for not having male child, in shot I hated them too much. I never believed when someone said to me that men are not allowed cry, my initial reaction was " it's a drama, all they want is sympathy" but later realized I have never seen a man crying, I have never seen my father shading tears, not even when my grandmother left the earth, he loved her dearly. Now when I have opened my eyes wide on this issue I can recall many stories where from young age they are encouraged follow this rule, this rule where not crying is manly and swallowing their emotion is called being a man, soothing their wounds with multiple bottle of alcohol is "That's my boy." MEN AND MAKE UP I don't want go inside the history to t...